ShvetaHave you ever heard a voice whispering to you?
“Hey, speak up, that’s not what you mean!”
But out of fear, you pushed it away pretending that you muted that voice!
A few years ago, that was me feeling strangulated, oppressed, and shackled as if something beneath the layers was screaming for help, and I acted oblivious to it.
Being groomed in a culture where my conditioning got so intertwined in the DNA and I onboarded dysfunctional patterns, self-limiting beliefs, social bias, and societal expectations. There was no distinction between my needs and what society needs from me. It percolated impacts in all spheres of my life, creating unhealthy relationships with myself and others.
In that purgatory, I felt in the tight grip of fear. FEAR – the best acquaintance during those years would alarm me if I ever I would desire to follow my heart.
I had spent a lot of time in the creepy aisle of FEAR almost feeling the demonic Diagon Ailey that would snub me down.
FEAR keeps us safe from life-threatening situations and that’s what its purpose is. But over the years, FEAR has taken the role of keeping us in our comfort zone. This cowers us in the cave and suppresses our authentic selves.
Throughout our Soul journey, all those incidents, experiences, and happenings where our safety was compromised e.g. being yelled at as a child, abused or mocked at, or being burned at stake in past lives – left an imprint that groups all those events as NOT so safe.
Though fear is trying to protect us, it so happens that the experience of showing up ourselves, speaking our truth, following our heart becomes NOT SO SAFE as well.
FEAR kept me safe from boarding the unchartered territory for years.
- Fear of rejection
- Fear of abandonment
- Fear of being unloved.
- Fear of being judged
- Fear of stepping out of comfort zone
- Fear of being laughed at etc
Our fearful mind warns with its scowling, “go back, not for you; don’t do it you might be killed; this is ridiculous”, reminding us of the embarrassment or punishments we bore in the journey.
We hide in the closet of Fear, playing small to keep the discomfort at bay.
During these unpredictable times, I feel a lot of FEAR in the collective consciousness and it’s time we move through the fear energetically.
This is why I am holding a 90 mins “Moving Through Fears” workshop on 17th Oct at 11 am AEDT to navigate the aisles of Fear, with steps that will help us process the fear, and not hide behind the shield.
We will release the fear from our Energetic Matrix that we have inherited from umbilical connections, past lives, and current life experiences. We will dive deep into the TOOLS of how to work through Fear that you can refer to anytime in the future.
The link to register with details is here:
Suzanne Bolton
Abbey Rose
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