MY CURRENT EVOLUTION by Barbara Brewster

OK, Joel Goldsmith (1^st spiritual teacher). “Reliance on grace.” I will see what’s possible, as I fall down and roll or slide along crazy, crusty inner and outer landscapes. Nothing is clear. Except that things are hazy—foggy—frazzled. Cooperate. Release long-reaching goals that fall apart with/without screeching or thundering.

BE the one who holds your hand. Who cradles and warms your heart. “Nothing is good or bad but thinking makes it so.” You know this well. And yet, brain takes over. Fear, frustration arises. Yes, it is a wild, crazy time for you and all. And, yes, you are here for a purpose. Not necessarily–as you have learnt many times over–according to your beliefs, targets, expectations.

You have learnt that often what takes you from YOUR perceptions of certain circumstances or desired outcomes is nothing like the wonders and circumstances arising from completely unexpected, unimagined navigations.  Outcomes you never would have dreamed. Wisdom from the MS, books that have shared great awareness/growth, a hospital clown (!) … walking on fire (!) … songs, events that inspire joy, smiles … nature upliftment glowing, smiling in your presence.

So, you “know the drill”. You know it well. Practice it even more now, sweet soul. Surrender—as your model/friend, Frances Horn showed in her life and in her book, I Want One Thing –-to being available to receive/follow WHATEVER is the divine idea of the highest good. Instead of focusing on “MY” idea.

How many times has what looked like the opposite of ‘desirable’ wound up bringing into emergence a “high good”–beyond expecting/imagining? So, sweet seeker, be in your ever-deeper letting-go, mode. Relax. Trust. Allow. Surrender.

This morning’s session with a local psychic. I’m NOT a nutter.  Growth/Change throws everything out of balance. Portals opening. Vibrations rising. But not all at once. Be able to stay as calm and centred as I can with cell movement, internal swirling, feeling “off-balance”, ears ringing—ramping  up of the EMFs, weird changes. “Dysfunctional” is actually UP-grading. My “old” space is DONE. I’ve moved on to a space where there’s  more to do clearing long-carried toxic overload.

How to manage the systemic imbalance as I navigate the current shift? Inwardly, embrace bringing self back to neutrality—balance–peace re everything within. Back to “butterfly emerging.” BE the next chapter of the experience by maintaining awareness and grace. Outwardly, do parasite cleanse. Clean house–energy–528 hertz. Tibetan monks sound–101 hertz.

The goal and the gift, says the psychic, We’re each being offered the opportunity to disintegrate completely before we move on.

And wow, WHAT possibilities are possible?

To connect with Barbara and find out more about her 3 profound books please visit:

https://www.barbarabrewster.com

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*Relevant Tools

I WANT ONE THING – by Frances Horn. DeVorss & Co,

THE SURRENDER EXPERIMENT, my journey into life’s perfection  – by Michael A. Singer

JOURNEY TO WHOLENESS: And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom  – by Barbara Brewster